Tag Archives: reflection

Aftershake

rainclouds darkened the sky the morning of our departure, marking the end of so many days passed in spring sunlight

everything eventually fades

the day before, we’d ridden bicycles for four and a half hours, exploring the ribbon of trails through a corridor of green along the Avon

sunlight and tranquility

after the quakes whole neighbourhoods crumbled and remaining landscapes fell into zones deemed off limits for human inhabitation, allowing only nature to reclaim and resettle

all stories are impermanent

the river still winds and flows, pūkeko and black swans complementing its rippling grace, sedge and flax flourishing along its banks

birds don’t mind an absence of humans’ homes or driveways leading nowhere, their songs rise amid remains of once well loved gardens and wild seed growth between new stabilizer trees

denouement and emergence

we ride and ride and ride, read signs naming emptied cul de sacs, conjuring scenes of houses and fences and children—sounds of lives that once were

a melancholy, sobering parade

renewal flourishes and we mingle with the fabule establishment, voyeurs floating on wheels among muted ghosts still searching for taonga that might somehow have escaped the great rearrangement of order

an embrace of hope, memory, and resilience~

Wounded Knee

who has not heard I wonder

this awful

silent still open pulsing wound

this story that is not a story

but evidence of what is human depravity

There is no sign announcing

Curious Visitor From Wherever

and For What Reason:

You Have Arrived!

The mass grave is—-could you say ‘protected’?

It is there

surrounded by a chain link fence

On a windy sunless day I open the gate

Step into this murky history

Stand and look

Medicine bags in many colours gifted

Bits of ribbon tied to the links

Sage

A monument names some of those buried

A narrow cement walkway surrounds the grave

Weeds flourish

and long grass

Wind makes no sound

A few pennies on the ledge of the marker

And silence

Two young locals come from the river side

They say their Lakota names

tell us where the deed was done

about the Gatling Gun

about the real body count

where they lay in the snow

Across the road the quiet little river

trees along its tranquil banks

Crude death in the December snow

The clouds are low and dark this day

in Wounded Knee, South Dakota

June winds bend the wildflowers and grasses

They dance an endless ghost song

I don’t know any words for this one

Lost lost lost

Something discovered

Not yet named

I carry it when I go

it weeps soft and deep and low🪶

Woman in Pink Marble

I first see them from a distance

Nine is the number I favour—

even focused how my mind wanders—

Three pink marble casts of women

and one Other in front

Three Ages

is three all we have I wonder

And if so in which age do I now occupy (Oh, I think I know)

standing while looking through the arch?

The room is quiet

its occupants art from the gifted whose

names I mostly until today have not known

Yes— the security guard breathes here with me

but he too is art

Still and quiet, occupying a

controlled temperature (and mannered) corner

A high seated black chair

I am movement, looking

Gliding Ghost passing through

I linger here for the sculptures—

Woman: Chrysalis for puberty

Coquetry for youth

Pomegranate Flower for maturity

The artist is Inurria, do you know him?

Resting on his side, though ‘resting’

fails to accurately describe the desperation

etched into the figure’s face,

is Castaway, agony and fear holding to the remains

of a ship’s mast

The faces of the Women are serene

placid cool

Or confident

How interpretation

How knowledge or pretence of it

How Art

How expression and experience

alters us

Shifts and realigns our consideration going forward

My eyes scan the works of others

These rooms are Many

but I see again and again the Woman

the Women in pink marble

and the one Man in peril clinging to safety

naked

I carry them with me through the heavy glass doors

of the gallery

Into the blinding sunlight

of the public street🪶

February 24

Ukraine Ukraine Ukraine

Courage still standing stained with sorrow

Peaceful world citizens reflect humanity

weary of destruction violence war

One moment hour day one year too long

Distant bells are ringing with your song

Spirits of the dead perpetual echo choir

They paint the future in our skies

Sow seeds of new hope in bloodless fields

Dreams of fearless children free to walk

quiet streets to peaceful galleries once more

All knowing well their song of desire

resounding in every language every mind

Why war must still be a question when

Peace flags fly our all universal answer🪶

Beginnings and Endings

At the close of each year

I like to reflect upon all

to note what it is I might have learned

before releasing the past forever to

the freedom of prevailing winds

Then I inhale deep and smile

my gaze upon the new year’s opening sky

anticipating the fledgling wonders

unfolding like a boardwalk through

the forest light of future exploring

Endings and Beginnings

Silences between

Gratitude for every moment

Every song and every scene🪶

Is There No Perfection

Who is there to ask

for definitions not yet discovered

A lonely imagination

pausing to look out upon darkest night

What layers comprise

perfection in form or grace or sound

Spirit of winter

Instruments built from ice of frozen lakes

cut from their melancholy depths

Are there screams

echoing from the drawings to surface

Is there acquiescence

breathless upon a reluctant entrance

And why forever

is it never quite good enough to placate

Our perpetual longing

like Alcyon waiting for Ceyx

Pausing for Breath

Sit on that bench awhile

Look up at that sky

Listen to the birds call

Imagine what they talk about

Early one morning when you’re feeling glad

Grateful just to be still around

Lace up your boots and start walking

Up around the corner

Climb some hill

Take that stick waiting

There among the ferns

Grip it like a sheep herder

Like some old woman or man

Yes, keep on moving

But pause for breath too

There is time enough for everything

If you value the precious in you